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Romance 18+ ★ 4.38 · 537 Exclusive

Permission

by Zoe Carradine

Bound by grief. Freed by desire.

  • 2 hr 21 min listen
  • 15 chapters
  • Published 13 February 2026
18+BDSM RomanceWidow RomancePower PlaySexual AwakeningStrong HeroineSlow Burn
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Summary

A locked drawer in her dead husband's desk reveals the secret life Catherine Nolan never knew existed—a leather-bound journal filled with years of explicit fantasies Keith was too afraid to share. Devastated by the tragedy of their mutual silence, the thirty-eight-year-old widow makes a bold decision: she will live out every desire he described, one by one. But when the BDSM instructor guiding her awakening turns out to have a shocking connection to Keith, Catherine must decide whether grief and pleasure can coexist—or whether the past will consume her before she ever learns to speak.

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Reviews

Peyton
★★★★★

IM OBSESSED

Courtney
★★★★★

READ IT! 10/10

Auguste
★★★★★

The book is not romance , it’s more like a dark romance where two characters tie each other in ropes and silk scarves.i hope there is more books just like this one!

Sarah
★★★★★

I couldn’t put this down haha, it was very intense when needed to be and gentle as welll,

Andrea
★★★★★

I wasn’t sure about the book at 1st but after the 1st chapter I loved it and couldn’t put it down ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Jama
★★★★★

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Becky
★★★★★

So sweet. Very much enjoyed.

Breffni
★★★★☆

I enjoyed this honest revelation of sexuality and discovery. It’s also a story of greiving and regret. How to find a parg forward to recovery. The sexual descriptions lacked originality but that was comforting. This is an unusual read - almost like there are 2 writers. Well done

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