Permission

A locked drawer in her dead husband's desk reveals the secret life Catherine Nolan never knew existed—a leather-bound journal filled with years of explicit fantasies Keith was too afraid to share. Devastated by the tragedy of their mutual silence, the thirty-eight-year-old widow makes a bold decision: she will live out every desire he described, one by one. But when the BDSM instructor guiding her awakening turns out to have a shocking connection to Keith, Catherine must decide whether grief and pleasure can coexist—or whether the past will consume her before she ever learns to speak.